Post by Chloe on Mar 1, 2010 19:05:37 GMT -5
Raain sighed. He was at his limit of loneliness at the moment. He clawed at the ground, taring up some grass that happened to be there. Growling he ran about the creek area that he just came across. He really didn't care if he was making noise. Normally he tried not to attract attention to himself. But anyone, whether trying to hurt him or not, was better then this loneliness he lived in.
Finally he sat himself down right in front of the creek. He stared deep into it, his eyes reflecting the cool spring water. He stared for a long moment, his thoughts taking over his head.
And again. I drown in this freezing loneliness that in the begin I wanted so bad. Now it hurts me and kills my insides. How can I take this any longer? HOW CAN I?!?
Raain screamed out in anger as he felt the cold drip through his heart. The sound broke through the almost silence as if by a knife. Then, Raain slipped and fell onto the ground as he had done so many times before. Still screaming, his howl turn into an eerie cry that held in the wind and was carried about to much of the forest.
Raain lied on the ground, his eyes closed. His head was swollen with images of his past. He waited there, alone still. His mind hoping that someone would come across him finally. And finally save him.
Save him from himself.
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Golden orbs scanned the male, wondering what all the yelling was about. Soon, slender bodice came into view, not at 'er normal hybrid self, but as a wolf. Markings stayed the same, golden patch 'pon 'er chest, paws and maw. Head held high, she approached, eyes expressing her concern.
"What is wrong, sir? I heard you and came to see if I could help..."
Smiling somewhat awkwardly, she looked at him again. How could another creature be so full of pain and sorrow? She hoped that she could help, but wasn't sure how she could... Either way, Boshaani wasn't laving until she had helped, else she'd be plagued by the thought of how she could have been of assistance and hadn't.
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Raain opened his eyes at the voice of another. He looked up into the gold eyes of a wolf creature. She spoke to him, and for a moment, he forgot how to speak. Then finally he able to answer.
I... I...
Raain stuttered, not sure of what to say. He had not talked another in many many years. He stayed quiet for a long moment, then tried to speak again. This time he succeeded.
I am sorry. I had not meant to bother you. You see, I have been alone for so long...
His voice trailed off as he was a loss of words again. He blinked his eyes, trying to shake off the pain of loneliness again. This always took awhile. But maybe it would be easier for him with another to help him... Just maybe...
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Still smiling her half-smile, she nodded and lay down, wondering what she could do...
"It's perfectly alright, I was just wandering around the forest... I'm Boshaani, what's your name?"
She wondered how anyone could be alone long enough to cause them such pain, but then decided not to ask. It was better to leave these things alone, she figured.
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Raain seriously did not think that this wolf creature would stay with him, but maybe he was wrong. He was quite surprised when she said that it was alright. He smiled slightly, then answered her.
I am called Raain. And thank you... You see, when I was young, I ran away from home. And I've been alone for so long... Your the first I've seen in years. Loneliness is a very painful thing... I...
He did not finish his sentence, but he wasn't sure what he would have said anyway. He closed his eyes for a moment, them opened them to still see her there. He didn't think that one would be nice to him. He didn't think that there would be anyone in this world that would care about him. Even if it was only a slight bit.
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Nodding, the fae knew. She had seen many who had fled their homes to come here, just to be dissappointed and leave. But she hoped that Raain was different...
"It is... I hope that you can learn to call the Forest your home, I'm sure that many here would happilly talk to you as well as offering their friendship."
Smiling, Boshaani looked up at him, in her wolf form she was shorter than him, but she didn't want to scare him away. Tail wagging, she continued to look around, finding everything particularly beautiful today.
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The day actually was very beautiful. There was snow. Not alot of it, but it was here and there making the area amazingly pretty. Raain did not see it, nor care. It was not possible for him to see the beauty of his surroundings.
I had not meant to come here. I just came. I will most likly stay here, for there is no other place for me to go...
Raain was very happy that Boshaani was telling him these things. He did not know anything about where he was besides it's name. And he did not even know how he knew that. He was very hopeful that there were many others here. He had been in other forests for so long, and nothing lived there. Barley even anything that he could eat. But eating never mattered to him. Now he was just glad that this place might actually be able to be his home. He could finally be home.
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Finally he sat himself down right in front of the creek. He stared deep into it, his eyes reflecting the cool spring water. He stared for a long moment, his thoughts taking over his head.
And again. I drown in this freezing loneliness that in the begin I wanted so bad. Now it hurts me and kills my insides. How can I take this any longer? HOW CAN I?!?
Raain screamed out in anger as he felt the cold drip through his heart. The sound broke through the almost silence as if by a knife. Then, Raain slipped and fell onto the ground as he had done so many times before. Still screaming, his howl turn into an eerie cry that held in the wind and was carried about to much of the forest.
Raain lied on the ground, his eyes closed. His head was swollen with images of his past. He waited there, alone still. His mind hoping that someone would come across him finally. And finally save him.
Save him from himself.
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Golden orbs scanned the male, wondering what all the yelling was about. Soon, slender bodice came into view, not at 'er normal hybrid self, but as a wolf. Markings stayed the same, golden patch 'pon 'er chest, paws and maw. Head held high, she approached, eyes expressing her concern.
"What is wrong, sir? I heard you and came to see if I could help..."
Smiling somewhat awkwardly, she looked at him again. How could another creature be so full of pain and sorrow? She hoped that she could help, but wasn't sure how she could... Either way, Boshaani wasn't laving until she had helped, else she'd be plagued by the thought of how she could have been of assistance and hadn't.
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Raain opened his eyes at the voice of another. He looked up into the gold eyes of a wolf creature. She spoke to him, and for a moment, he forgot how to speak. Then finally he able to answer.
I... I...
Raain stuttered, not sure of what to say. He had not talked another in many many years. He stayed quiet for a long moment, then tried to speak again. This time he succeeded.
I am sorry. I had not meant to bother you. You see, I have been alone for so long...
His voice trailed off as he was a loss of words again. He blinked his eyes, trying to shake off the pain of loneliness again. This always took awhile. But maybe it would be easier for him with another to help him... Just maybe...
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Still smiling her half-smile, she nodded and lay down, wondering what she could do...
"It's perfectly alright, I was just wandering around the forest... I'm Boshaani, what's your name?"
She wondered how anyone could be alone long enough to cause them such pain, but then decided not to ask. It was better to leave these things alone, she figured.
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Raain seriously did not think that this wolf creature would stay with him, but maybe he was wrong. He was quite surprised when she said that it was alright. He smiled slightly, then answered her.
I am called Raain. And thank you... You see, when I was young, I ran away from home. And I've been alone for so long... Your the first I've seen in years. Loneliness is a very painful thing... I...
He did not finish his sentence, but he wasn't sure what he would have said anyway. He closed his eyes for a moment, them opened them to still see her there. He didn't think that one would be nice to him. He didn't think that there would be anyone in this world that would care about him. Even if it was only a slight bit.
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Nodding, the fae knew. She had seen many who had fled their homes to come here, just to be dissappointed and leave. But she hoped that Raain was different...
"It is... I hope that you can learn to call the Forest your home, I'm sure that many here would happilly talk to you as well as offering their friendship."
Smiling, Boshaani looked up at him, in her wolf form she was shorter than him, but she didn't want to scare him away. Tail wagging, she continued to look around, finding everything particularly beautiful today.
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The day actually was very beautiful. There was snow. Not alot of it, but it was here and there making the area amazingly pretty. Raain did not see it, nor care. It was not possible for him to see the beauty of his surroundings.
I had not meant to come here. I just came. I will most likly stay here, for there is no other place for me to go...
Raain was very happy that Boshaani was telling him these things. He did not know anything about where he was besides it's name. And he did not even know how he knew that. He was very hopeful that there were many others here. He had been in other forests for so long, and nothing lived there. Barley even anything that he could eat. But eating never mattered to him. Now he was just glad that this place might actually be able to be his home. He could finally be home.
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